The IMask (aka Memask)
I used to love to talk. I used to love to teach or speak in front of people. When I was younger, I was active in church, I was a youth leader, I was a teacher to my fellow young people, I talk and most listen even people who are older than I am, which is a bit unusual in our culture. The Lord has used my life to work out His plan in others’ lives. I am sure of that and I acknowledge that it was only because the Lord did it, and not I. But admittedly, there is the ‘Me.’ The Me that mostly got in the way. The Me that I know now, kept the Lord from using more of me. There is the Me that felt that there is something I know that people don’t and that I should be the one to tell them. The Me that loves being visible. The Me that wasn’t afraid to go out there because she has a nice figure, a nice face, an education, opportunities and experiences that most of her peers only dreamed about. A few years later, the Me became disf...