...the honesty of the night...
I am beat, I am powerless I have to remain here at the mercy of this pain To lie here until it is done with me, Months of living a half-life if at all I lie on my back, a nobody with a future so unsure Weakened, in body, spirit and soul So afraid of what tomorrow will bring. I cannot feel the beat of my own heart All I see is this hellish nightmare That is my suffering So welcome to hell, Margie The world is going on out there happily without you! I am failing to see the wonder of a moment To hear the humor in a joke To perceive the joy in a laughter To see innocent mischief in a smile To be sure of the silver lining in a cloud Oh, when did I start losing sight? Don’t hide me in the cleft of a rock Please show me your face or just cover my eyes Or you might as well leave me right here, if you’ll hide your face from me. Mend this mind that’s been flayed beyond repair Make my heart understand that you were never unfair. mY Synapses...