Insensitivity

When your sense of security was threatened and you keep telling yourself, it's fine because nothing really happened but yet your insides shake at the thought of what could have happened, and you give all your might to try to forget it, you sleep to keep the horrifying thoughts at bay, and yet they invade your every waking moment, and you try to close your eyes on it, but your mind keeps playing the horrible scenes that chill you to the bone, and consequently you are kept awake by the what-ifs, and the would-haves, and you try to unload on someone you thought would understand you but instead of getting the empathy you so need at that moment, all you get was a dismissive analysis of what you have gone through, and a judgment on what they must have thought of you, you get more hurt and put down, and now, for the life of you, you could not sleep, your roommate is snoring the night away so loudly, and all you could do is listen to the gallop inside of you which is your heart still so dead-scared and traumatized. Dear Lord, please give my heart some peace, take the fear and the hurt away. I beg of you, please.